Dafs in February...one of the perks of living where I do!
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Work? Or go on Disability?
When am I “disabled?”
Am I disabled? I certainly don’t view myself that way! I
have a diagnosis that “qualifies,” but when do I throw in the towel and quit
working?
If you have chronic illness (and depression...goes together
like peanut butter and jelly doesn't it?) you are probably going to have to
look at the pros and cons of quitting work.
I am in the mid-swing of life, still have my baby at home to
raise, and I’m still paying off student loans from my most recent degree (well,
I was in a long term remission period, Ha!); but, it’s time I look at this
topic like it or not!
- disability checks pay you enough to think you are going to get by financially (I went to a disability attorney...he said, if there’s any way you can work...then work! Disability limits you financially.
- working gets me out of the house and around people...good for me
- disability means working with a government agency...huge hassle
- working gives me a sense of purpose and accomplishment
- disability means I’m disabled, that’s a negative label (I dislike labels!)
- working allows me to share myself with others (I’m a teacher by profession)
- disability will mean that I am home more...will I really rest more at home?
- working keeps me moving and gives me a reason to start the day
- disability means if someone sees me working in the yard (I have good days), I will be judged as an abuser of the system (busybodies you know!)
- working gives you benefits, especially insurance (I hope. Disability gives you bare minimum.)
Quitting work is a difficult
decision and has far-reaching ramifications. Going on disability puts me in a
position of dependence; a place I once said I would never be. Or is this pride?
Anyway, here are some scriptures that
put all things into perspective:
And those who know your name put
their trust in you, for you, O LORD, have not forsaken those who seek you.
Psalms 9:10 ESV
Commit your way to the LORD; trust
in him, and he will act. Psalms 37:5
So then you are no longer strangers
and aliens, but you are fellow citizens with the saints and members of the
household of God, built on the foundation of the apostles and prophets, Christ
Jesus himself being the cornerstone, in whom the whole structure, being joined
together, grows into a holy temple in the Lord. In him you also are being built
together into a dwelling place for God by the Spirit. Ephesians 2: 19-22 ESV
I would love to hear what some of you are doing about this dilemma and hope you will post some comments about this to share with us!
Respectfully Yours,